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I love to peek on Mesa at night after she has fallen asleep. She moves and yawns like a little girl who doesn't have cerebral palsy. I found her the other night with her arms crossed across her chest, fast asleep. I laughed out loud because I have seen Aaron fall asleep like that too. Plus it reminded me of how vampires sleep in their coffins..hehe! She was tugging on my heart strings at that moment. It was the first real thing she has done that showed me she has a trait from her parents. Besides her feisty attitude she has at times. No idea where she got that....
Yesterday was my 33rd birthday. I got breakfast in bed at 6:45 am and Greyson was carrying the butter with a big smile on his face. My mom made me a very delicious carrot cake with no nuts, of course. And even though my stomach was not happy afterward, Aaron and I went to Red Robin, strolled around the mall and read a hilarious book in Barnes and Noble. Then I topped off the night with watching New Moon. It was Bella's and my birthday. A fabulous birthday all around!!!!!
This is just for my benefit. Pain medication can do weird things to your mind. I don't remember much about the last two weeks. I had some surgery on the 5th and it seems like I just traded one stomach ache for another. Why does it take forever to return to my normal self? I do have the best husband in the world! He has done a lot the past few weeks as I have shouted out demands and needs for me and everyone else. I am so happy to see the sun make itself known and for my wonderful parents, mother-in law, sister and neighbors who have brought lots of food and goodies. I literally have been a lump in my bed and remember back to when I was in the hospital with Mesa and Ashton desperately praying I could go home. For now I am just happy to be in my own bed.
The other night I was reading to Marin in her bed and looked over to see a bag packed with some clothes and things hanging from her closet handle.Me: You going somewhere sweetie?Marin: I just wanted to have somethings ready in case something bad happens.Me: Like what?Marin: A fireMe: Don't worry, if there was a fire I would wake up and help you.Marin: (and the tears began to flow) But I'm scared because daddy isn't here. (Aaron was out of town at the time).Me: Don't cry Marin. Your dad sleeps like the dead and most likely I will be the one who knows something is wrong.Marin: Ok, I just really miss daddy.Marin is so sweet and tenderhearted. I find myself saying quite often to her "what would I do without you?" She reads her scriptures at night in bed, sings her heart out in primary, is so kind to her friends at school. She is a great example to me. And the bag had all the essentials in it: horse blanket, horse book, a dress and so on.